do your damn job and plow!

we're waiting for the apartment to plow the road and shovel the sidewalk. i don't know when they plan to do it, it's supposed to snow later and they might just be waiting til then. i need the sidewalk shoveled because i need to drive on the sidewalk and i don't want to get stuck in the snow, my mom says that she doesn't have a shovel and she's not going to shovel because it isn't her job to shovel. that means that i don't know when we're going to get out to my grandma's house to open presents, eat supper, and walk with my walker.
my mom doesn't seem too worried about this, she's lying on the couch taking a nap. my grandma had to take my uncle to chemo-therapy this morning. everyone that has seen him always remarks about how horrible he looks. i'm afraid that when i see him, i'll break down crying in front of him. he stuck up for me when my other uncle was saying mean things to me and he was surprised when he asked me if i could still hear him with his raspy voice (from the cancer attacking his throat so bad) and how i spoke to him normally and treated him like a normal person.
we're also supposed to walk with my walker at my grandma's house. i don't know if we'll have enough time. so i'll just wait here til the idiots plow, it's all i can do..